I have a lot to write.
October. Big month for me and my family. Mostly because it is the anniversary of Tommy’s death. It will be 3 years this year. So although it has nothing to do with him, I am starting yet another diet and exercise regime. This one is pretty much another whole30 except I will allow cream in my coffee in the morning, a treat with unrefined sugar when I really need one and an alcoholic drink if I need one of those too! So being October 1 today, I have weighed in and will not weigh in again until the end (I hope to be able to complete it this time… not planning on having any birthdays or stomach bugs)! So today I am 62.4kg. Woo! Also, I want to remind myself that weight doesn’t really mean much without knowing fat and muscle mass etc it’s how I feel that’s important.
Another thing is I got a tattoo last week. I finally got my daisy chain. I love it. It has a sentimental look to it, not just a cartoony daisy chain which is what I didn’t want. So I love it. It itches a lot at the moment!
I had a realisation today that I need to just enjoy my life at the moment. I feel like I complain a lot and am always waiting for something good to come along (eg. going to Canada). Well fuck that. I’m tired of wasting my precious life by waiting. I need to make the most of who I am and what I’m doing RIGHT NOW. I mean, I’m 26 and not going to get any younger. Before I know it I could be 40 with kids and not have any time to even think about the shit I currently waste my time doing. Like this! So yeah…
Anti climatic ending. But I’m off to go work out now.